silence makes me nervous. I’ll open a tab, throw a few sharp words into the void, and pretend the echo means someone’s listening. It’s easier that way—easier than saying I get lonely, easier than admitting I care what strangers think.

沉默让我紧张。我会打开一个标签页，向虚空扔几句尖刻的话，然后假装回声意味着有人在听。这样更容易——比承认自己孤独更容易，也比承认我在乎陌生人的想法更容易。

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