for over 30 years, or so I thought. I'm the one that had a ton of horrible things happen out of our control. The worst being a pedestrian hit and run @ 51 mph that fucked me all up and has left me partially crippled. She's been staying w/our daughter for over 2 years now. I don't want to be divorced but I hate the new drunk, unreasonable her. She was such a sweet person that everyone loved, now she's a selfish drunk with ZERO empathy and only wants to sit around drinking and watch re-runs of Grey's Anatomy. I don't know if I still love her but I did ADORE the old her and she knew it. She quit on us. She ruined everything we worked for. She turned the kids against me and they refuse to even communicate. I was a show up dad that was always there for all of them. I never cheated, I don't drink or drug. I did use to drink some on and off. I never hit anyone. I do get angry but not for no reason. I'm hurt and really just don't want to live. Why? Everything I lived for is gone. Sometimes I hate her.

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